One Step to the Present

My mind is all over the place. And it’s M-E-S-S-Y!

I’m in denial phase. I’m aware of that but the awareness doesn’t go beyond recognition. No action was done to counter unproductivity, yet, I keep being guilty about it. I get stuck there. As soon as I put all my concentration to the tasks and realizing the degree of work that needs to be done,I get frustrated and uncomfortable so I either crawl back to bed or pick up the phone. While on it, I saw these people on social media having the time of their lived BUT I comfort myself by doing the same chores. Cycle goes on.

I heard this “reality check” from Ms. Ellen Adarna herself “If you’re bothered by it, do something”.

That being said, I put time limit in my phone just to stop me from scrolling and spending so much time.